This is why I like doing this program. When I really try to figure out why I am the way I am in a particular moment, I find the opportunity to become mentally stronger.
The key is being brutally honest with myself. Which always stings.
I’m not saying I’ll never not complain about anything. I am saying that I can channel those feelings into something more positive and productive.
I also can look at things objectively for what they are. Case in point: last night it was 9 pm and my computer died. It’s an old girl and takes 15 minutes to load up. I.lost.my.marbles and was like chicken little with the sky falling. I wanted to relax and watch movies instead.
Next time, I’ll just tell myself to chill, it’s just 15 minutes and life is so burdened. Good grief, Charlie Brown.