Day 4/30

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The past 36 hours have been heavy.  Life.  What the fuck, hey?

In the words of Rocky Balboa:

‘The world ain’t all sunshine and rainbows. It’s a very mean and nasty place and I don’t care how tough you are it will beat you to your knees and keep you there permanently if you let it. You, me, or nobody is gonna hit as hard as life. But it ain’t about how hard ya hit. It’s about how hard you can get hit and keep moving forward. How much you can take and keep moving forward.’

Life will never not be easy.  I wish we talked more about how things are inevitably going to get heavy and that it will suck balls and sometimes you’ll want to throw in the towel and hide in a cave and never come out.

I wish we talked more about how it’s ok to feel like that, but that it’s not ok to not move forward.

Even if you have to day it minute to minute, or second to second.

Life will go on with our without your blessing.   It doesn’t care.  Keep moving forward.

p.s.I forgot all of my food for lunch and supper today at home.  Check out my very random lunch and supper I wrangled together at coop. It wasn’t horrible, but I’d rather have kept the $23.  Doh.